i started this to focus my thoughts to get a better understanding of the things I’m going through. my head is, what appears to be a never ending whirlpool of thoughts, as I’m getting older, i can put things together, faster, easier & generally better, then what i could last year, month, week, yesterday. I’m not out to rule the world, I’m here to have fun while i can, i don’t want to hold anyone back or be held back by ignorance, if you don’t make things work with the people you care about, whats the point in caring in the first place? blame me not for the things I’ve done, think only of the things we could do.